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How to Find and Hold our Natural Frequency; Frequency Stabilizer Herbs, Emotional Fog & Alternate Identities

The importance of one central frequency; How different parts of us start carrying different frequencies; How to find our base natural frequency, How to unite our system into our base frequency; How to maintain our base frequency; Emotional Fog; Frequency Stabilizing Herbs; Alter identities and methods to Remind ourselves of our base frequency incl. urine and sexual fluids

Dear Ed,

In recent times I’ve been contacted more and more by people asking me which herbs to use for a certain medical diagnosis but actually describing what I would simply call metabolic imbalance or an unstable frequency. Continue reading

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Trauma Miasma and Infectious Diseases

What is a Miasma? How does Trauma spread? What makes us susceptible to catching trauma? What stops the spread of miasmas? How can we protect ourselves from miasmas?

Dear Ed,

I wish I weren’t an expert on trauma miasmas. I wish I hadn’t found out the way I did, the truth about trauma hormones being used to induce particular types of illness patterns in people.

But I did, Ed and I do know more about it than anyone else I know. We’re being exposed to trauma miasmas on such a huge level everyday that it would be positively criminal not to publish information on it at this time. Continue reading

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Double Energy Field – Energy Rehabilitation

Signs of a Double Energy Field, Sexual Energy Drains, The Double Mind and Belief System, Loves me Loves me not; Painting by Ilya Repin

Dear Ed,

There’s a disorder I call a double energy field. I have seen it all my life. It is responsible for so many conditions I cannot list them all. Two things are surely indicative of it, though, manic mood swings and depression; and problems holding energy to the completion of a project or aim ie. short circuiting or losing mojo half way through to a goal. Continue reading

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Clock Error or Confusion in Cell DNA Time, Holistic DNA Recovery

Clock Error, Central Body or Primal DNA Time, Time Dead Substances, Sexual Energy Anomalies; Conversation with Granddad about what makes cells fall out of time; DNA Recovery with Herbs,The use of DNA to unite or Impose Group Consciousness or Trauma; Emergency DNA Recovery with Urine Therapy 

Dear Ed,

A few days ago I forgot to turn the power on on my laptop and went to bed. When I woke up the battery had gone down to zero and the computer had turned off. I plugged it back in and turned it back on. Continue reading

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Spin Breaker Herbs – Holistic Relief from Emotional and Energy Blocks

Dear Ed,

I wrote to you about herbs that demagnetize the body, so the body can regenerate itself instead of being stuck in the same patterns over and over.

Similar to those herbs, Ed, but working on a slightly different level, are what I call “Spin Breaker Herbs”.

There’s the magnetic field, Ed, formed by us as we do our daily routine in the physical place, our physical body, occupies. Demagnetizing the body with fresh air, changing the metabolism of the body, and demagnetizing influences such as herbs, all help. Continue reading

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Skin Recovery from Nervous Trauma

Trauma Effects Skin – Treating Skin as the Nervous System; Radiation damaged skin; Hormonal blowout damaged skin; Skin depleted of sexual energy; Skin traumatized by Nervous Electric Voltage Fluctuation/ Blowouts (Shock trauma); Skin traumatized by poisoning, assault on liver and digestion; How to treat the skin with nervines

Dear Ed,

For many years now, I’ve been noticing the direct effect of trauma of different sorts on the skin, especially on the face. At any given time, my facial skin directly demonstrates the state of my nervous system. Continue reading

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Our energy does not come from food. Food and Vibration

How I increased my sensitivity to vibration; Food and Vibration; How we’re programed to manage energy levels based on our perception of whether we’ve eaten enough or not; Vibrationally dead versus Vibrationally alive food

Dear Ed,

When I got my first Bible, when I was seven, I opened it randomly and the first thing I read was:

Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord.

I understood that as, “Reading this bible (word of God) is as important as eating food.” Continue reading

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No Operating System! Reload Original Life Energy Pattern after Trauma Wipe-out

Dear Ed,
Recently, my phone gave me a lot of trouble. It’s an old phone and it was just one problem after another. In exasperation, I did reset after reset with the same problems coming up over and over. I then replaced the battery.
When it still didn’t work, I went crazy and deleted everything I could find to delete.
And then when I tried to start the phone, it said, “No operating system!”

I had deleted the operating system of the phone, which meant it couldn’t even start now! Continue reading

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5 Causes of Long Term Energy Draining

Holding my hand in his sleep.

Converting energy; How the body’s energy cycle changes frequencies; Five causes of long term energy draining; Pictures of Morning Glory

Dear Ed,

Granddad taught me that the basic vital energy in our bodies, that’s stored, that is, not being used in active processes, is sexual energy.

If someone is low on sexual energy, it means that the majority of their energy is not stored, it’s active and being used and not available for sexual processes – which include skin, bone, teeth, hair, hormonal glands and reproductive system processes and maintenance. Yes, all that comes under sexual energy processes.

So it’s just one simple thing – If you’re low on sexual energy, need energy to flow to the above mentioned areas, you have to stop converting energy so much out of storage to the other processes of the body.

We convert energy out from storage or sexual state when we NEED it – such as to digest food, “burn calories”, think, express things and so on.

If we are low on sexual energy, it means that, way more energy than is necessary is going to other processes.

If way more energy than is necessary is going towards our waking processes, it means we’re over-reacting to things, getting over stimulated, over doing something for sure.

When I first began to understand this, Ed, I was really irritated. I felt I wasn’t able to be as active as I wanted to be, wasn’t investing as much focused attention as I should in what I wanted to do.

It seemed ridiculous to me to think I was overdoing something, when I felt I was under-doing everything, putting off things and just under-functioning in everything.

12 years later, I look back and see that in fact, I was,converting energy out unnecessarily.

When I was heavily pregnant, and through giving birth and after, when the demands of a newborn took over my life, all of a sudden I stopped the things I’d been doing before that took up my energy unnecessarily and to my shock and surprise I actually had more energy to do critical tasks I really wanted to but had been too “brain fogged” or fatigued to do before.

A few days after Gabriel was born, when I was able to sit at my computer again, my brain working for twenty minutes before I crashed out again, I installed a website database, something I’d found way too technical and complicated for me before. I couldn’t believe it!

This was even though my sleep cycle was shattered by the baby and his schedule. I had a lot of mental and emotional stress too, so it wasn’t like the physical demands of a newborn were the only thing I had to deal with. I wouldn’t be exaggerating if I said, it was a near hell situation. And yet, my energy situation was way way better than before.

As Gabriel is a special needs child, I have had to continue more or less functioning on very little sleep, and several other aspects of my situation wouldn’t be considered easy or ideal, more like “extremely demanding and high stress”.

Yet, energetically I’m so much more efficient now than I was before I got pregnant. I’m definitely a lot more intelligent – energy flow to my brain has more than doubled. Hahahahhahah you’d probably wonder – “If this is how she is on double energy, how bad was it before!” Yeah, it was pretty bad.

I seemed to be actually awake and aware only a few hours a day and sometimes I felt I woke up really, only on the weekend on my “have fun” day, long enough to eat all my favorite snacks, watch my favorite shows on tv, post some crazy emotional/ wannabe romantic stuff on my then fb account (I used to be real popular when I was talking useless crap – there would be 60 likes and 200 comments on a dumb post like, “I’m getting fed up of being a virgin.” Now my social media accounts get blocked at 2 followers. 🙁 ) .

I used to clean the house and do laundry once in weeks. ALL the clothes I owned would be hanging out to dry at one go. I would have coffee for breakfast and instead of feeling awake I’d go back to sleep.

The times I went out in the day, my eyes would scrunch up and squint and water,because – sunlight was too bright for me.

But now, with all the demands on me, I do more in one day than I did in a month then.

Then I used to have a lot of different supplements and health foods and herbal medicine just to keep me alive.

Now, I have no supplements and only my own herbal medicine – that’s diluted herbal energies in Epsom salts, a few drops, twice or thrice a day. Every few weeks I stop for a few weeks and I do fine. I start back just because I need to be in touch with the energy of my own work, I need to feel myself the energy of what I’m sending out to others. That’s it.

What I’m trying to say, is that whatever we eat or not, whatever our lifestyle, no matter what sort of stress we face, whatever level of medicinal supplements we’re on, we can be energy efficient. We’re designed to do well in varying situations which include high stress situations, situations where we have less nutrition, situations where we’re not supported as much as we’d like by others.

If we can just keep our basic energy cycle going, we can be energy efficient.

When we’re converting out energy in the right proportions for our waking activities, we have enough left in storage for all the sexual and reproductive energy processes.

To understand this further, I must remind you:

We never actually “lose” or “gain”energy. It’s a law of physics called the Law of Conservation of Energy.

Our energy cycle is like this:

Stored Energy or Sexual Energy or Sleeping Energy -> Converted to waking energy -> Used for digesting food, moving, expressing ourselves, learning, thinking etc. -> Just like light air moves up from the earth’s surface, then on being cooled up high in the atmosphere, condenses into water droplets, becomes heavy and falls to the earth as dew or rain; so our energy comes back down from the high frequencies of waking processes to the low frequencies, resting frequencies and then back down into sexual energy or stored as it comes into sleep frequency.

If we don’t have enough sexual energy or energy in general it’s usually because the rate at which we’re converting energy upwards into higher waking frequencies is more than the rate at which we’re converting downwards into resting and sleeping frequencies, to continue the cycle of energy in our bodies.

Stimulation converts energy upwards into waking frequencies, resting or de-stimulation converts energy downwards into sexual and stored energy.

So for the majority of us, “more” stored or sexual energy is available simply by reducing upward stimulation as much as possible.

When we stop being over-stimulated, automatically our base body frequency will fall down from being hyper, our converted energy will condense back faster into stored and sexual energy – of which we’ll already have a good stock of.

The entire modern “world” system, Ed, is aimed at converting energy out from humans, animals, plants, the earth herself; indiscriminately. Medicines are stimulating, stimulating, stimulating, the education systems, mass media programming… everything is about stimulation.

It’s keeping whole populations drained, dependent on artificial energy supplementation for basic needs.

When I realized what was happening with my body, Ed, I felt really helpless. I couldn’t understand how to proceed with de-stimulating my self as I was already doing whatever I could to be more calm and rested.

But as my soul kept searching, I began to see how my energy was being over-stimulated or “drained” in huge ways right under my nose.

While I became wise to emotional energy manipulation and vampirism early on, it took me a while to understand that reactive emotions, such as one might experience in dramatic confrontations or incidents that evoke emotion, are not really responsible for any permanent lasting effect on the energy management of the body.

What really effects our bodies and lives is the long term attitudes and habits and thought patterns we have, that irritate and aggravate and trouble us in our subconscious constantly. Little by little they break us.

They keep us in emotional STATES of being of restraint, bondage, confusion, depression, pain; when our mind has moved far on; we just don’t know why we’re still being held back. (I write to you about this a lot: Since when has your life been sc*ewed? Emotional Reaction Vs. Emotional State; How to Holistically Stabilize Energy Levels; Energy Flow from Consciousness to Body.)

I have truly paid the price, Ed, to learn what I’m telling you. The effect of the following on a person’s body and life are so so so very huge.

Serious long term regular energy draining ie. over-stimulation and then prevention of return to rest, is caused by:

1) Not knowing the truth about one’s identity

When you believe you’re someone that your body doesn’t agree with, you have to constantly fight your own system to keep playing the role your mind believes is real.

This is such a serious issue, and knowing one’s own identity such a critical human right, that worldwide there are laws that adopted children should be told their birth parents’ identities when they are of age. In reality that is not enough. Children should never be lied to about their identity. Period. I write this because of my own personal experience. I only found out about my birth identity when I was 23. The years I had before, I never lived really. You can’t start to live; your energy doesn’t even begin to flow out till you know your birth identity. You live paused, waiting and waiting and not knowing what for. It’s a sort of hell there’s no name for.

Now mine is an extreme case, Ed, but I have seen that matters of identity trouble many people who even know the truth about themselves so to speak.

However you look at it, until we actually know and face the truth about the basic important things of us as a person, we expend huge amounts of energy playing a role that our body and subconscious doesn’t recognize or accept.

2) Overstimulating Food

You wouldn’t believe, Ed, unless you tried it, how much our modern diets are overstimulating our bodies causing hyper energy conversion. Food that’s just simply nourishing and nothing else but that, is just not in fashion. Our ancestors ate boiled potatoes and meat, or bread and milk or milk, and simple things like that the majority of their lives. The things they ate at festivals on Sundays, we can now eat them everyday if we want. They’re all available in the supermarket, we don’t even need to cook them.

Special foods with their many layered spices and such were made for special occasions. The body can enjoy those and benefit too. But on a daily basis they’re overstimulating.

I learned serious lessons about how sensitive the human gut is when I was breastfeeding Gabriel. If I had pepper in my food, he’d be up half the night having to be burped. If I had extra garlic in my food, he’d get overheated and sometimes get heat rashes.

We are all always sensitive to what we eat, but as we grow we begin to live with those side effects of the over stimulating food and become insensitive the report of the nerves in the digestive system. This causes so many problems on so many levels. Our moods, attitudes, consciousness even is affected by the experience of the nerves in our digestive system.

We can rehabilitate these nerves by stopping over stimulating them.

I was in this natural remedies group on Facebook where people were advocating these drastic detox protocols that involved acidic irritants such as lemon and vinegar in huge amounts. If it irritates your skin don’t subject the internal linings of the body to it. Dilute it to where it doesn’t assault the nerve endings.

In general if we could just stop bombarding the body with heavy and complex foods, we’ll immediately see the difference.

Foods that are overheated, are energetically stimulated themselves and pass that on to the body. For example, oil that is heated beyond a certain temperature, and anything cooked in it is stimulating and will stimulate the body. Changing to roasting or grilling vegetables, seasoning, meat etc and then pouring oil over them – the way you would on a salad, just before eating, immediately lessens the toll on the body while providing the same nutrition.

Mixing different oils and fats, similarly overstimulates the body as the liver has to work overtime to digest those. Ie. if you’re cooking a meat, cook it in its own fat if possible. That’s how it used to be done traditionally.

Keep the stimulating herbs and spices for special days and special dishes.

Just keep everything simple. These are just my own observations, everyone’s got to find what works for them.

The fact though that’s universal is that the change in moods and energy levels when food is not over stimulating is amazing. Especially for women and children whose systems are even more vulnerable than men’s bodies, to the excessive heat generated by over stimulating foods.

3) Sexual Shame

It appears to me, Ed, that despite most people today believing that one should celebrate rather than feel ashamed for their natural innate sexuality, in reality I have never seen so much sexual shame around. You see Ed, overcoming sexual shame is not about saying, “This is OK, that is OK,” it’s about no longer consulting anyone else on what’s ok and what’s not. The proliferation of sexuality shaming is so pervasive in the mass consciousness, that the moment someone wonders IF they’re dressed OK (where OK = other’s approval or acceptance), the sexual shaming in the mass consciousness hits them right in the gut.

It’s beyond sexuality; it’s about us feeling we need permission or approval of others to be who we are. And that we have to change ourselves if we don’t match other’s ideas of what’s right or wrong.

I’ve been watching old episodes of those “Big Boss/ Big Brother” type shows and I’ve been seeing how the contestants all go around in circles trying to prove they’re the most correct according to the mass consciousness.

Someone said, “You can’t stoop low enough to please the devil.”

Sexual shame, especially if it is locked away deep inside, while our mind believes we are free of it, is a horrible poison.

There was this woman, a farmer in Scotland. She’d taken over the farm after her parents passed on. She was what could be called a success story in every way. But one evening she said this very sadly to my Granddad who used to visit there often. She said to him, “You see the logs in the fire there? How they’re burning? I live in the fire, but I never burn.”

You see Ed, somewhere deep down she was closed to actual passion. She couldn’t burn. She told Granddad over some more drinks (Granddad’s method of healing people over 18. 😉 ), that when she was little someone had called her a “little wh***”, because she’d been dancing around the house with her hair loose and draped in a bed-sheet which flowed behind her. She’d gotten so hurt, she’d spent her whole life trying to prove she wasn’t a wh***. She was 58 then, and had lost hope of ever experiencing passion. But Granddad said that she changed her life around and did find passion and that she was one of those people who’d blast her way through rock to find happiness, if she had to, she had life force like that in her blood. Granddad said she’d found “magnificent” love.

Isn’t that something, Ed? I remember the way he said it, “A magnificent love.”

Something about the way Granddad said that, made me realize that sexual shame takes it toll in restricting what could have been a magnificent life to something not even tolerable really.

4) Spiritual Discomfort Continue reading

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How to Holistically Stabilize Energy Levels – Energy Flow from Consciousness to Body

Me in 2004, still trying to be the life of the party.

My investigation into why healed conditions kept returning; The body’s allegiance to the consciousness; Imposing mental constructs on our experience; Reactive emotions versus deep emotional state; The manifestation zone – Gender and Sexuality; Energy flow from consciousness to body; How to stabilize body temperature  

Dear Ed,

This is about one very simple principle of holistic healing that took me very long to learn.

There’s this frustrating thing, where when you look into why an allergy flared up again out the blue, why an infection struck again, why a condition came back after going away for a while; all the information you get is, “Stress can cause this.”

Stress is such a generic word, Ed, and most people are living under stress 24 x 7 for years and years. OK, I understand there’s everyday stress and there’s worse than that, stress, but I just find it frustrating and unfair, to tell someone that stress caused the problem.

What’s the use of medicine really if one bad day can cause it to go defunct?

I first started investigating this when I was a teenager. I had (and have) faith in prayer, Ed. Many times in my life, I had no access to medicines or herbs and had a debilitating problem, I’ve prayed and been healed. I’ve prayed for others and they’ve been healed. I was somewhat famous in church circles when I was a teenager for that.

My problem was when the problem would come back after a few days. If God had healed the person, why did the problem come back? WHY WHY WHY. It burned me and tested my faith in everything.

I thought – Maybe prayer healing is just a temporary thing for emergency help. God has made herbs and medicines and healing therapies so that we go through the process of healing. That process of healing is important because as we heal our bodies, we heal our consciousness and our lives change. That life change is the reason we fell ill in the first place.

It is all indeed so true, Ed. The healing process is important.

I could just pick anyone off the street and ask them about their life and they’d tell me at some point that finding healing for a health condition they had, led to something that led to something that led to something now an indispensable part of their lives. So, that healing process is important.

So I made peace with that.

Granddad rubbed it in too. The day I had two heart attacks on the same day, Christmas day 2000, he rewired my energy field manually. I ran up and down the stairs fifteen times without losing breath immediately after. I was ecstatic! I was gushing, “Teach me to do it too.”

Granddad warned me it was temporary. And he taught me something then and later on as well.

The first allegiance of body is to your consciousness.

Whatever you give the body, it will go back to maintaining itself as a mirror of your consciousness, and to support you staying in that consciousness. It is semper fi to your consciousness.

Take me for example. I had severe heartbreak in my childhood and then teenage years. I had 99% put it away from my conscious mind. I really mean 100%. But consciousness doesn’t give one damn for our conscious mind. Sad but true. It’s all about reality for our consciousness or energy field.

If we’re sad deep down, our consciousness is sad, depressed, self isolating, and our body is ever faithful, semper fi, to reflecting that.

No matter which medicine you take, which herb, which yogic practice, which chant you chant, where you go holidaying, how much money you give away, or keep…. It all doesn’t matter. The body will swing back to reflecting your consciousness.

Alright, so when I was 23, I began to wake up and smell the coffee. I had this moment when in one second I realized my life was full of lies. I wasn’t the cheerful life-of-the-party I thought I was. I wasn’t free. But worst of all, I had nothing but unresolved pain in me to give anyone who might love me.

So now I decided I was going to exhume all my pain and face the truth about me and my life. Now I look back, I was like a million miles away from even imagining what I’d have to look at. I had been living with such illusions.

But thank God for the spirit in us that makes us push for healing without being aware of the mountain we’re under. 😉 If we told kindergarten kids that they’d have to learn calculus one day to pass out of school, they’d toss their bag and lunchbag and everything and say, “NO WAY I’M EVEN STARTING ON THAT PATH.” (Note – This does not mean I support the existence of calculus in any way. I’m just saying.)

But I started out to exhume my suppressed emotions. I actually thought I’d be done by the weekend. That was 2003. haahahahahaha

Anyway, so the thing is, you have to change your basic attitude to life, and that takes time.

There’s no use emptying your cupboard every weekend and rearranging everything, until you change your habit of tossing things in or pulling everything out to find one thing, and then stuffing everything back in higgledy piggledy because you’re in a hurry.

It’s a horrific thing for a mentally intelligent person such as myself (hmm huh) to change my attitude to being emotionally aware in the moment. I was more of a constantly mental person who “Tapped into emotions” for a “creative inspiration” while writing “inspirational posts” for my blog.

I had a blog in those days. It was called “The Secret Garden”. I named it after my childhood favorite book. But most others thought it was a place where I’d write about my sexual fantasies. Except for one time when I made up a story about how I lost my virginity on a summer day when I was hot and a man twice my age offered me a cold drink – an April fool’s day post that had people commenting even before they read to the end and found out it was an April fool’s day post; I didn’t write anything about sex.

I was writing creative emotional stuff! But everything got taken sexual- perhaps because of the title “The Secret Garden.” I had to close the blog because I couldn’t take the atmosphere anymore. (For your entertainment I will put some posts from then at the bottom of this article.)

But that was my attitude. My emotional exhuming was for a creative process. I thought it was enough.

It took me so long to realize I had to change the way I tossed clothes into the cupboard and removed clothes from the cupboard, on an everyday basis, to keep it neat. That I couldn’t afford two hours every weekend reorganizing it.

Emotionally, that I had to be aware in the moment, not keep it for later, when I’m writing my diary or whatever. That I had to stop imposing mental constructs on life.

Let me give you an example of what I mean by that.

How I was, was, if let’s say I was sitting in a cafe and someone I knew came by, and I said Hi; my previous attitude was a mental one where I’d think, “He’s a friend of friend, and must therefore be a good guy. I must enthusiastically greet him and be happy that I know so many people. So many NICE people.”

So I’d impose this on myself as the person was walking up. I’d be in this mind box of – “This is a friend of whoever, he’s a nice guy”.

In reality I’d probably not know very much about the guy or his friend for that matter. And I was in the mind box – “Do not judge”. I mentally told myself everyone was a wonderful person – if not obviously, then deep down.

It’s all good for a movie, but in reality you get into deep deep trouble with an attitude like that. Where you mentally tell yourself what to experience.

Several people actually teach you to THINK through life, like that. It’s wrong. It causes trouble. It causes us to lose our basic power of emotional experience and recognition of reality to know what’s what and pick up life cues. It creates suppressed emotions and causes health problems that don’t go away until they’re expressed.

Take affirmations for example. It is in fact a great help to tell yourself things, remind yourself, specially in moments of stress, about life truths and such. But past a certain point what it does is make you mentally impose on the situation instead of being emotionally aware.

I had reached a point where I was mentally making myself view every situation through the prism of my affirmations and faith statements. I would realize hours or days later, what actually happened during certain interactions.

As good as those affirmations are, they can never do for us what awareness and experience of the moment can.

So I had to change my attitude, my very way of facing life, that I’d developed to survive my childhood, because it was now hurting me… And I can’t say I’m fully there yet, but I’ve come a long way.

What I did initially though, to stop being so mental, was make compartments of my life. These, these and these situations are where I can be emotionally aware. And these situations are where I CANNOT AFFORD to be emotionally aware.

Those times we think we can’t AFFORD to be emotionally aware, they tend to be the times we need to the most. Because that’s an open channel for abuse right there.

It’s a hard thing to face, Ed. Because many times these are dangerous situations.

I knew this woman who was in a custody battle for her child. I don’t know the details but the thing was, she had to really behave herself, on visits with her child. She had to not be drunk, for one, and not do reckless things like take the child too far away from home so they couldn’t get back by 8pm. That sort of thing.

To tell her to be emotionally aware on those visits instead of mentally controlled, took all of my will and courage and faith. But I felt my instinct saying that her problems could in fact be resolved by being emotionally aware despite the dangers it posed where she could start tripping, get ungrounded, do something reckless that could make her lose even visitation rights.

The general idea is that alcoholics and drug addicts are over-emotional. However, the opposite is also often true. They can actually be terribly emotionally repressed and it could be the root of their problems.

Whatever I recommended, the woman had her choice to make and she really wanted healing. She decided to be emotionally aware and things worked out for her.

Our heart CAN take care of us, in the worst situations, Ed.

This is hard to believe for those people who feel they were betrayed by their heart at some time. Who feel that if they’d not gotten emotional at some point and believed and trusted the wrong people, they wouldn’t have gone through the suffering they did.

Being emotionally aware, instead of mentally controlled, brings unexpected solutions because we’re experiencing and facing reality instead of imagining reality.

A lot of people think being emotionally aware is an option. It isn’t. Not for someone who has a soul anyway. We’re born to experience life, not imagine and pretend. When we experience life, we grow and move on.

Life is the experience of the soul. If we stop emotionally experiencing life, we stop living.

So I started out:
1) Learning that that the process of healing is important, and
2) Experiencing life, ie., being emotionally aware is important.

But now I had a new problem. I was exploding everyday, a few times a day.

I’m emotional about everything, as most humans are in fact. I’m emotional about the vegetables I cook, and cooking makes me emotional. Everything makes me emotional. Cooking, cleaning, waking, sleeping, working, showering, ironing… everything. Everything has memories attached to it.

I was exhausted dealing with my emotions.

Enter my awesome Granddad who told me – There are two sorts of emotions. Reactive emotions and your emotional state. Reactive emotions are the weather. Emotional state is the climate. If you are dressed right for the climate, you don’t have to worry every single day about the weather.

That helped me a lot. It made me look beneath the surface emotions, to the EMOTIONAL STATE – which is in fact our consciousness.

And that’s where, we can begin to actually change our consciousness, our bodies and our lives by emotional awareness.

For me, Ed, it was plain good old deliverance to realize my various emotional states as opposed to reactions. One can react with joy at the sight of a flower, as the deep soul cringes with disgust and terror at the place the flower is, or the person carrying it.

Slowly I realized that these states of consciousness don’t come and go as quickly as the reactive emotions. One can go days, weeks, years in the same state. Hopelessness, Self Doubt, Terror, “Nobody loves me,” “I’m not important,” these are states of consciousness, life attitudes that can last even lifetimes and in healing them is amazing energy release for the body.

When we become aware of our deep emotions, or emotional state, we find we also become aware of our bodies. They’re the same thing.

Which now brings me to why I started writing this to you in the first place.
Because see, there’s a level of consciousness that encompasses both emotional state and physical manifestation or body.

I simply call it the energy field but in fact is that zone where the invisible unmeasurable (in this realm) changes into the visible measurable body.

You know how you can see the colors of the rainbow but not the exact point where one color changes to the other?

It’s something like that.

I’m not a physicist, but I wonder why more “scientists” haven’t studied this.

It’s a topic of such importance Ed. Where does the invisible “quality” translate into the measurable vibration and then from that into visible substance?

That zone, Ed, is something very important to understand for permanent holistic healing.

I cannot demonstrate it to you, but now I’ve even so much as mentioned it, your soul has been reminded and through the day and from now on, your soul will make you remember and sense that zone of you.

It’s the deep emotional state zone, which is ALSO the body consciousness zone.

In this place, emotional state and physical vibration are One.

Now, Ed, imagine a man who has broken his wife’s heart very bad. Let’s say, cheated on her. Now, imagine he feels bad about it and decides he wants to “change”. He buys her flowers and takes her out to dinner. She’s happy about it too. However, the betrayal changed her emotional STATE, her deep emotion zone. Can an evening of flowers and a nice dinner out change that? No. Can she trust that man again like before? No. Will her body be like it was before? No.

The same goes for everyone.

Those who control mainstream media and such, they know this. Only the most juvenile of marketers, play with a person’s emotions in the moment, or reactive emotions. The real Machiavellian evils, they do covert attacks on emotional states.

For example, a movie that might be on the surface a story that’s inspiring, could actually have this pall of gloom all over it, seeping through everything happening. While you feel mentally inspired, you could come away from it actually hurt in your emotional state because after an hour of being exposed to gloom, you’re actually feeling hopeless about your life. You’ll fall for any crap that gives you some comfort after that attack on your soul.

The consciousness of those who make the movie gets across, their spiritual intention wasn’t just to make money by entertaining or inspiring you.

About music, it isn’t lyrics or even the actual music we get attracted to first, it’s the consciousness and the frequency. That’s why the music we listen to often reflects our deep emotional state. Melancholy likes melancholy. Struggle likes struggle. Sexually suppressed likes sexually suppressed. Remember, it’s not about the music itself or lyrics, it’s about the consciousness and frequency. You could listen to a song about beautiful clouds and then want to cut your wrists. You could listen to a song about mass destruction and then go feed puppies in the rescue shelter.

Emotional maturity is learning to face that the obvious emotion being evoked by a scene, might not be the one experienced by your soul.

You begin to be truly safe from betrayal once you learn to face what your soul is experiencing over what your surface emotions are.

Your body starts healing because you’re living in reality – whether that’s pleasant or not.

We’re warriors Ed. We can face reality. We can win.

Now this Deep Emotional State – Body Consciousness zone, I like to call it the manifestation zone, because it’s where our soul manifests our body; it’s there in every cell of us.

It was there before the physical cell was formed, so it has all the information, to re-form cells, organs, the body, whenever required.

Imagine what healing is possible, when we heal there.

Something that changed my life a huge deal, and perhaps is why I’m still alive today, is understanding that this deep emotional state – body birth zone, it’s the zone that rules:

Gender and Sexual energy on the invisible side, and
Temperature or frequency of the Body on the visible side.

I so hope I’m able to get this across, Ed, because it’s such a life changing thing to know, and it is the KEY to holistic healing.

I used to think gender and sexual energy are determined by the physical organs. In fact that is not so. It’s a soul thing. Look at it from any angle you please. We already have our gender as a baby cell in our mother, and from then on it colors the entire development of our bodies.

An assault or unnatural interference (such as gene editing or DNA modification) on that level, at that time, changes the frequency and temperature of the body, preventing the translation of frequency into what it wants to manifest as, creating gender dysphoria or sexual identity confusion.

This zone of ours doesn’t just manifest our bodies as fetuses inside our mother, it is manifesting our bodies and life experience every moment.

Attacks on this manifestation zone of us, are not always as obvious as someone having sexual developmental problems, sexual energy or identity issues.

More often than not, it’s the constant disruption in energy a person experiences. Because the basis of every energy expression in a person is through the filter of sexuality. Only robots are androids Ed. And even they will show sexual preference at some point. ahahahaha.

But the very start of conversion of energy into vibration that can be experienced in the physical realm is through gender and sexuality, through the basic frequency that maintains the temperature of the body.

Male energy -> male sexual energy patterns -> energy tends to flow out more than in -> slightly higher base body temperature than women -> male body

Female energy -> female sexual energy patterns -> energy tends to flow inwards more than out -> slightly lower base body temperature than men -> female body

Now, Ed, if energy isn’t flowing out right between our soul and body, we experience chronic low energy and from it come so many chronic problems and dysfunction that I cannot list them all.

You take ANY chronic health condition. It’s simple cause is that the body is failing to heal properly. And the reason for that is chronic low energy or energy disruption.

When we heal the energy flow from soul to body, we heal everything.

Now I know how general that sounds, and I still haven’t reached the one thing I wanted to say which was why I started writing this.

Did you notice that thing I said about temperature?

So, it’s like this.

Emotional state sets our frequency and frequency sets our base body temperature.

This base body temperature is the climate in which our body functions. If it’s lower than what it should be, our glands all under-perform. If it’s higher than what it should be our glands all over-perform.

If this base body temperature is not stable, we swing between under-performance and over-performance, and that’s where we find autoimmune problems, “problem skin”, and hormonal confusion and imbalance and the like.

Now, Ed, you take any chronic problem, 9 times out of 10, the person will take treatment for the symptoms. Almost never will you find anyone bringing up the matter of needing to restore stable body temperature. Because it can’t be done medically.

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